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weeee - lippeee [Apr. 12th, 2005|05:20 pm]
[Current Mood |pessimisticpessimistic]
[Current Music |My Chemical Romance - You Know What They Do To Guys]

well i had my lip redone on saturday and i forgot how much it hurts when you catch it as its healing so....lifes fun

apart from that uni sucks - i ahve around 2/3 weeks to write 2 databases a website and a 70 page report....stressed nah! MUCH!

but the website is coming along but too slowly for my liking - i should ahve it all done and dusted in about 2/3 hours but noooo the fecking client hasnt given me any images or any text - how the fuck do you do a site without those???

anyways i ahve to find a cgi script that sends  an email after taking information fro the form feilds on the site - oly downside is i cant find one so if anyone knows of any please let meknow!!

well betetr get back to coding

<[all i see is code before my eyes when will it stop]>
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It speaks again....... [Apr. 6th, 2005|05:46 pm]
[Current Mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[Current Music |From Autumn to Ashes - The After Dinner Payback]

Shoulda updated this a while ago but not had time - its the second entry since my nans death and its not been an easy few weeks but im ok now i think

other than that well lifes been as norm - slow boring and menial - but theres some perks of things called love so s'all good

Well Sunday was fun - i went ona  little drive round with my mum in her car - its the first time ive driven one of my parents cars since ive had lessons, i want my car more then ever now got to buy some bits and bobs for it but at least one of them isnt a new alternator

since getting back to uni from easter ive got more done assignment wise than before hand so hey s'all good for now

anyways better fuck off to another database lab *yawn*
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im a star wars combat sound addict [Mar. 28th, 2005|12:50 pm]
[Current Mood |sleepysleepy]

a friend of ours found this

Gridgame

it sounds like a starwars combat scene when it gets going - its kinda cute

bah i need sleep

zzzzzz
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peace be with her [Mar. 14th, 2005|11:52 am]
[Current Mood |distresseddistressed]
[Current Music |Smile Empty Soul - All My Problems]

Well whata  great weekend i had - friday was a normal day, no money so stayed in and played World of Warcraft

saturday - waited for _demelza_ at home so we could go to Vickis 21st birthday, 8:30 at night setting off to the party when we got a phone call

My grandad was on the line, he rang originally for my mum but she was out so instead the call informed us my nan had died :(

well the next step was to tel my mum, and it was the single most hardest thing i have EVER done in my life - to tell my mum her mums died - it broke her heart

my feelings are still in limbo about it all - i cnat really explain it except a void - a vast emptiness inside me, ive never lost close family before and well its hard, im coping ok and so te rest of the family but i guess it wont really hit untill her funeral

at least her life long suffering is over and shes now at peace which were all thankful for

rest in peace with all my love
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I wil be heard...... [Mar. 7th, 2005|11:49 am]
Only cos youve got no fucking choice lol went to the Hatebreed gig which was ace and i cant hear too good today lol oh well was a blast anyways, all i got is a constant drone in my ear...nice lol
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Same old arsenal always cheating [Mar. 2nd, 2005|08:36 am]
[Current Mood |boredbored]

well yesterday was fun, i set off to uni at 7:45, quite a normal thing to do, gets to Rotherham at 8:26 (wtf!! traffic :/) missed the x78 by a minute cos for once it was on time, then i stood...waited....waited...8:35....no X78....45 no x78....8:55 x78 turns up but dont open doors till 9am....what fucking gives no bus for 35 mins...they get worse!

go to uni have a niiice boring day, go home lounge around for a bit then off we head to the match, we knew itd be a hard game after all we were playing the premiership champions, utd should have taken the lead on some occasions including 39 seconds in but it wasnt to be, in the end we lost on penalties......Harley and Quinn both had pens saved...oh well

i dont mind the fact we lost but the fact the ref was so up for asrenal going through cos theyre premiership he made some bad decisions and arsenal got away with alot of fouls/shoves/bad tackles...makes you feel a bit bleugh cos they get away with it....theyre supposed to ahve a world class team wether theyre full strength or not, theyre all international players....yet they get held to a draw over 120 minutes by a team around 30 places and a 1 league below them, doesnt say much for them does it

bleugh more unni a 1 hour lecture, 2 hour break 1 hour lab, 2 hour break 2 hour lab oh the joy that is university *sulks*
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what is it about snow? [Feb. 23rd, 2005|12:04 pm]
[Current Mood |blahblah]

What is it about the english and snow that whenever we get 1 or 2 inches of snow everything stops still, it took over 1 hour 45 mins to get to uni todayall cos of a bit of snow.....what gives?

Look at america, they have 1,2 sometimes even 3 FEET of snow and life goes on as normal no big deal....why??? well theyre organised, they know when bad weathers coming so they ahve gritters out for 18 hours straight the night before, not the time it starts snowing like over here.....they have vehicles eqipped with snowplows, almost everyone who has an SUV has a snow plow they can put on the front.....

while snow is pretty and has ascertains a certain romance about it its still annoying cos fo the disruption it causes....

altho i did enjoy watching the snowflakes while sat on the bus, the millions of the littel flakes all falling to the ground, all unique and all trying to make their way to the earth and make their mark instead of diminishing into water and joining the masses of flakes before them.  another view of their descent is a dance with each otehr as they whirl and swirl around one another....almsot looking as if theyre loking for that otehr flake to join with to become another....kind of like a love story really.... *sickening*

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Bah....Uni...Bah [Feb. 22nd, 2005|03:19 pm]
[Current Mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[Current Music |Thrice - the artist in the ambulance]

You know when you get up and dont feel like doing something?.....well thats how i feel everyday now when it comes to university, i sit there in one of the few lessons i have and think what the fuck am i doin here?

basically since i returned to university i havent settled back into it what so ever, i dont know anyone in my group apart from one person and its just not making things any easier, im starting to regret my work placement even though it did pay for me to go to 'merica bah

on other things life at home still sucks i still strive to go to beckys as much as possible as it releives the atmosphere, even becky in a mood is more relaxed that home right now (sorry baby), i dunno i might just be ready to leave home for good even though its a practical impossiblity right now due to money and stuff *sulk*

on a brighter note, my driving lessons are going great my 2nd lesson and i drove all the way fm my house to laughton and back, was basically a full hour of driving which was cool by me....even if i did freak out cos some fuck of a woman was having lessons in the same area i was in a horse transporter with NO FUCKING L PLATES ON!.  she pulled upbehind me and i was talking to my instrctor so it was a case of last time i looked in my mirror it was clear next minute a big fucking blue van was there ffs, so that freaked me a bit but i got my compose back and got going again...s'all good now i just have to fix my car (which had a good scrub so its now clean \o/ yay)

*sign off*
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Goodbye for another 365 days...... [Feb. 15th, 2005|10:01 pm]
[Current Mood |restlessrestless]
[Current Music |Bright Eyes -If Winter Ends]

Well valentines is over, for which i'm thankful, im not a great fan of the over commercialised day for couples but i partake in it for many reasons which i wont go into....the downside is, its designed for couples so basically anyone who's not a couple and is single, will more than likely feel like utter shite, especially when faced with freinds who are loved up....its particularly hard for those people who ahve that special person but tha person doesnt know it or perhaps does but isnt ina a position to do something about it

another side is why do we need one day to make the person in our lives special....we should be trying to do that EVERY DAY OF OUR LIVES!

i wrote something very sentimental in beckys card......it means alot to me and her as alot of it is a refelction of the past few years in a short sentence, alot of peoplewould say its just some bullshit that people write in an attempt to be romantic,romantic doesnt come into it it was form the heart and thats where it will stay

apart from that lifes pretty much as usual an entire semester of databases is great fun...well when university get themright or other pupils arent fucking tarts and stop you from working through disruptions

well with this short message over and done with thats it for now, i had tonnes of things to write in my head at one point but ive forgotton 95 fucking percent of them, i hate my brain
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eeep i missed a bit [Feb. 7th, 2005|08:22 pm]
i booked my first driving lesson today, Friday at 1pm, should be interesting if your in rotherham/thrucroft area steer clear of the roads ill be on them arghhhhhhhh!!
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